The Last diary of Aquil

Dear Sam, I love you. I'm so sorry that I can't wait for you. Please think of me on the night without moon and any stars, if you have ever love me a bit.

Dear all my friends, good luck.

The last song to post: Placebo, The Bitter End

Since we're feeling so anesthetised
In our comfort zone
Reminds me of the second time
That i followed you home

We're running out of allibies
From the second of May
Reminds me of the summer time
On this winter's day

See you at the bitter end
See you at the bitter end

Every step we take that's synchronized
Every broken bone
Reminds me of the second time
That I followed you home

You shower me with lullabies
As you're walking away
Reminds me that it's killing time
On this fateful day

See you at the bitter end
See you at the bitter end
See you at the bitter end
See you at the bitter end

From the time we intercepted
Feels more like suicide...

See you at the bitter end

Nothing to say anymore, thank you very much.

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The pervious two are in Chinese, so this one should be written in English.

Summer's arrived. Damn. No time to hung around anymore, it's time to lose pounds! So, in order to achieve this, I've started to play "full-9-circle" (copyright@aquil)  three days ago, at least 30 minutes a day.  In fact, it isn't a heavy exercise, if you do it while watching TV. My aim is to be 90 lbs. Undoubtedly, it's a steep work, still XX lbs to go, damn!

Recently, I want to play PS2 very much, very fuck you! Many games I like have released the English version, and my brother has started playing them! O dear, mama-mia! I want to play them~~~~~~ just like a little child, childish! >w<

Today, some schoolmates and I have played some IQ games~ I've learned a little silly card magic, so cooool~ (a, really silly ar hai!<read it out in Mok's tone please) Here's a silly IQ question (though I can't get it): Why the man will get bankrupt after putting down his iron? Do you know the answer? >w<

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Wake up in the morning, I look at my clock
it's way past noontime, I'm late for work.
Tell me what have I done wrong?
nothing can go right with me it must be that I've been smoking
too long

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